John Bradshaw - Forward, Not Backward
Every so often I've spoken to, by people who fear they've committed the unpardonable sin, I tell them right away that if they're asking me about it, then it's virtually certain they have not committed the unpardonable sin.
Consider this with me, Act 22:4; it's Paul speaking; he says, "I persecuted this way to the death, binding and delivering into prisons both men and women". Paul was a persecutor, dragging people off to their death in a variety of places, as he mentions prisons, and yet Paul, as we know, wrote an enormous chunk of the New Testament.
Paul experienced a phenomenal change, and God used him in a powerful way. Yes you regret things that you've done, and you feel bad about some of the decisions you've made, but it's time now to look forward and not backward. Faith in Jesus makes you new, so do yourself a favor and leave the old behind. I'm John Bradshaw for It Is Written.